Sunday, December 28, 2008
Goals 2008 ; Someone Special (:
Guitarist by May 2008. (Nah, did not.)
Official team helper by March 2008. (Yup, but in september.)
Retain new friends, multiplication of W312. (Amen!)
At least 1 friend getting saved by 2008. (Just this week.)
Enrol into either, TP , NYP or RP in 2008. (Haiz, most disappointing.)
Savings of 5K at the end of 2008. (Not even 1 K, LOL!)
Hit 300 posts at the end of 2008. (Hmm, only did half of it.)
Will update new goals for 2009 soon. But i did accomplished another goal which was not written in my list was to get attached to a lovely girl i've met (:
Her name is Soh Seh Ting, also pronounce as 苏雪婷。A wonderful girl I've met for 2 years and on going but i really got to know her is at the end of last year till now. A very lovely girl which i find her very attractive and most importantly having a demure character which not all girls have. A girl with a very pure heart of gold, innocence and purity just like an angel sent down from heaven given to me to complete my life. She's one girl that doesn't want you to pay for her stuff or even buy her lots of expensive stuff, she don't ask for much but just simplicity. A very hardworking girl that gets up in the morning just to lighten the burden of her mother by doing housework. (where can you find a girl like that? even my sister doesn't do housework hahas)
We've being together for 5 months and i cherish every moment that we can spend together, cause it's not like we can have alot of time to spend together as we have other commitments and individual lives that we live in. At times i really detest people being judgemental and say,
" Wah, always accompany girlfriend! Now got girlfriend don't want us already lor! "
Seriously, I'm sure if there's people reading this it would ring a bell of what you guys said it to me. Words can heal and so does words can KILL, none of you are in my shoes and won't understand how it feels like because it has not been experiential in your own life. Every moment i spend with girlfriend it's a moment i treasure! So i hope you guys understand.
Girlfriend tries her best in everything even if she has to fight for an opportunity just to spend time with me. When her mother doesn't allow her to go out i understand that and i don't blame her as she respects her mother. Girlfriend is someone that is easily bullied by others which makes her vulnerable and people will take advantage of that. Even as her younger sis always bosses around to use the computer and not allowing her to use it for her projects, girlfriend doesn't say much. Same situation sometimes mothers do have moody days even for hers, scolds her for nothing even it's not her fault she'll quietly just get scolded for nothing and don't even want to talk back to her mother. A peace maker and always not being the troublemaker. A mature and understanding daughter which most people are envy of, many times we're always seeking for better people to replace the "bad" ones in our lives but when actually the "best" ones are already right before our very own eyes. I strongly believe we shouldn't compare ourselves with others because we were born special in the first place with what we have and others don't.
I've always praise my girlfriend with many different words that i could find in my head but truthfully saying and meaning it in my heart, and girlfriend would always being modest and telling me with humility she is not what I've said that great. But of course, I've always disagreed with her and assure her she is someone special to me and irreplaceable in my heart. Last but not least, i thank God for giving me the best present on Earth. A girl that will patiently talk to me and understand me with her very own ways, sharing with me in her personal life.
"Hey girlfriend, even though I've said this many times but I'll still say this cause i always believe in what i see, dream and visualize that very future spending the rest of our lives together living happlily ever after, I LOVE YOU! "
Labels: Hope, Joy and Peace, Love
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